Fun?

My friend was making fun of me being excited about a 1.20. lol I have an extreme fear of swimming backstroke in meets. It happened when I was 10... Not the point. I also don't like not seeing where I am going. :( Oh well.

Today was... Interesting. It dragged on!!! Ugh! Plus we watched this horrid video that I am pretty sure I managed to fall asleep during with my eyes open. idk It was a bad day in school.

I kicked ... at swim!! It was amazing how powerful it was. Now my arms are exhausted and I still have to vacuum. :( Plus empty the dishwasher, do ALL the dishes (cookies were made today), do more laundry, and then homework. Ick. lol

I am starting to switch my top college. lol It is crazy how much undergrad doesn't matter to me. I will be there for maybe 3 years. So... I need a small college. I didn't think about going to a state college until someone said they could never go to one because of the huge classes. Darn. That would bug me. I have to have smaller classes. I don't like being pushed into the background and being just another name.

I need a small college. I would like a non religious one, but I am looking at a Christian college. I don't like creationism Biology. It isn't... I am going to kick myself for saying it later, but practical. I never will say I don't believe in it, but not everyone is Christian, and learning from that perspective bothers me. I would rather have a secular education.

On another note, I am starting a new book. I started one, got 25 pages, and stopped. I couldn't do it. It disgusted me. It wasn't my style. I was just writing to write. I need to put my heart into it. :P It takes 9 months to make a child, and I am pretty sure it will take me at least that to create this book.