Makeup

I swear, children these days are going crazy.

Example 1) There are three 13 year olds that have kissed 16-19 girls/guys. You have got to be kidding me. Oh! I was telling my friend that, and supposedly you can get oral herpes. I started laughing. It is seriously a thing. Mainly from um... well think about it, but you can transmit it from kissing. I was laughing to hard....

Example 2) Every 12-13 year old I know has had at least 2 "boy friends" or "girl friends." Um... It speaks for itself.

Example 3) When I was 13/14 one of my friends had sex with her boyfriend. I don't think I have been shocked as much as then. I had just gotten my first kiss... I don't know if I have just really innocent friends, but 14 is really young. I don't care who you are.

I am not judging, and I think it is just the norm for all this. Not example 3, but the other two. Dating and kissing are just being pushed towards younger kids. At 13 I remember flirting and kissing A guy. Singular.

I have just been in a bad mood all weekend. I keep dwelling on the fact that my ex or sorta ex (We never really dated) ignores me and my bff. If we had just been bf/gf that would have been fine to ignore me. We were all BEST FRIENDS. That isn't used loosely with us. Now it is just CaitiCat and me. ):

I never got sad about losing him. I got sad and angry at the things he said, just not that he left. I did tell him I didn't want to talk to him right then, but he knew that I was going through a horrible time. I know I shouldn't tell someone that, then expect it to go back to normal. I guess I don't want it to either.

It was like, we had huge fights, then tried to make up, and we did for the most part. Then he got pissed, and we both said things. Ugh. Now I feel confused.

How could we be so close, and know all of each other's secrets. Yet all that is left, is a couple photos, and other things. That is all.

On a brighter note? Wait nope. My weekend has been boring.

I can't say "I love you!" to guys anymore. I think the word love scares them...